The rising sun makes a new day now,
I'd like to smile, but I don't know how.
When I look around and see the dark,
A little blood will be today's mark.
I'd like to put down this razor,
But it gives way to my anger.
If lightning will not strike me down,
Then in my tears I'll slowly drown.
I'll not accept another lie,
When You said that the light is nigh,
And deep inside now I'll slowly
Decay until the day I'll die.
First cursed upon birth, then kissed by Death,
When I thought I will take my last breath.
Then I thought life can finally shine,
But now I know I'll never be fine.